Sunday, July 13, 2008
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Julie, Andrea & Penguins!
Ok so Im getting very anxious now about going to north carolina to see Julie and Andrea. Its been two years since I've seen them. I grew up with these girls. I've been friends with julie since I was 6 years old and I remember the day andrea was born. We grew up together and the day they moved was one of the saddest days of my life. I really feel like they had a huge impact on the person I am today. Ahhhh I just want to go right now! In other news, I don't think i ever wrote in here that I have mono, but well yeah I do. But anway, I don't feel sick at all. I'm a little stuffy sometimes, but nothing that i usually don't have because of allergies or something like that. I am a little more tired than usual too, but even that isn't that bad.
Oh and how bout dem pens?!?! Haha. I'm sooo excited that they've made it this far. They're really figh
ting with all they have. Theyre at the end of the rope and don't have any room to mess up. It has me on the edge of my seat. I'm so nervous for them. If they don't win, I'll be so heartbroken. They honestly deserve to win, especially after Monday night's game. They didn't give up and Fleury, dear lord Fleury, the goalie gods were on his side that night. Thats my boy. Some of the saves he made, made my heart skip a beat.
ting with all they have. Theyre at the end of the rope and don't have any room to mess up. It has me on the edge of my seat. I'm so nervous for them. If they don't win, I'll be so heartbroken. They honestly deserve to win, especially after Monday night's game. They didn't give up and Fleury, dear lord Fleury, the goalie gods were on his side that night. Thats my boy. Some of the saves he made, made my heart skip a beat. And then on top of that, Ryan Malone got a puck to the face and then no more than 10 minutes later he's back on the ice, crooked, bloody nose and all. Now if they isn't determination, I don't know what is. Then we lost Sergei Gonchar too. I mean they had a lot of obstacles to overcome, and thats not even looking at the fact that the Red Wings only had to win one more game to have the cup.
A minute left in the game, they show a guy taking out the cup and cleaning it, basically saying the game is over and the Red Wings are locked in, but noooo that boy should of put that cup back in the box, because the Pens weren't going to give the Red Wings the win that easily. ahhhh. Penguins I love you, every little Penguin bone in your bodies. Game 6 tonight and I will either be downtown at the mellon arena or watching it here at the house. Either way, there's no way I'm not watching this game.
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
the spill canvas
Ok. I'm officially extremely upset. The Spill Canvas will be at Mr. Smalls in Millvale tonight, seriously 5 minutes from my house and i have no one to go with me.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. Im very tempted to just go by myself even if it makes me look like a huge loser.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. Im very tempted to just go by myself even if it makes me look like a huge loser.
Sunday, June 1, 2008
Friday, May 30, 2008
Hey yo.
So, as of May 28, I am no longer a member of the single world. What are my feeling on this? Well, considering my extremely pessimistic thoughts on relationships and boys all throughout the spring semester, i see this as huge, major breakthrough. One I am very happy and excited for. The only downside is the seperation issue that will be going on throughout the summer. I'll see him at the end of June when he comes home from an internship, and then most likely July 17th (i think?) when Lizzy and I and some other people go up to Canada. But any other times I see him are up in the air as of now. I'll probably see him atleast once when I go with Lizzy to Derek's lake house in NY. Its going to be more than rough, I'm sure. But its not like he'd have anything to worry about. The only people in Shaler I talk to are huge potheads or possibly alcoholics. Yeah, I know why do I hang out with them? Well, when I was friends with them in high school they weren't like that, but now they're kind of all I have when I'm home.
But anyway, I guess we'll figure something out and until then I'll just miss him like crazy :(
So, as of May 28, I am no longer a member of the single world. What are my feeling on this? Well, considering my extremely pessimistic thoughts on relationships and boys all throughout the spring semester, i see this as huge, major breakthrough. One I am very happy and excited for. The only downside is the seperation issue that will be going on throughout the summer. I'll see him at the end of June when he comes home from an internship, and then most likely July 17th (i think?) when Lizzy and I and some other people go up to Canada. But any other times I see him are up in the air as of now. I'll probably see him atleast once when I go with Lizzy to Derek's lake house in NY. Its going to be more than rough, I'm sure. But its not like he'd have anything to worry about. The only people in Shaler I talk to are huge potheads or possibly alcoholics. Yeah, I know why do I hang out with them? Well, when I was friends with them in high school they weren't like that, but now they're kind of all I have when I'm home.
But anyway, I guess we'll figure something out and until then I'll just miss him like crazy :(
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Hey Hey Hey
Hello hello. I'm not really sure what I want to write about so lets just go with the flow of things and see where it takes me?
But anyway, on Tuesday i went to eat n park with Lauren and then we came back to my house and watched the movie Dan in Real Life. It didn't exactly have the kind of humor I thought it would, but it was good nonetheless. Every time Lauren and I hang out it seems like we have so much talking to do because we have to catch up on all those months during school where we didn't see eachother. When I'm home, she's basically the only close friend I have, which is kind of sad. I just didn't get close to many people in high school. I kind of switched around my friends a lot, I had trouble finding a place I belonged really. I kind of just hung out with and talked to a lot of random people. I didn't find anyone I really clicked with until i went to college.
So next week at work I only got scheduled 12-14 hours. Can someone please tell me how that happens? How do you go from 28 hours one week to 12 the next. That place will never make sense to me.
I've been thinking about getting a second job, but my goal of this summer was recovery, because the spring semester was just so awful, honestly some of the worst months I've ever had. I've never been so stressed, depressed and tired in all my life.
HOWEVER, despite how bad the semester was, ever since I've been home things have been so much better. Things actually started to get better near the end of April. I decided that I can't let the bad things that happen to me in my life get the best of me. I started eating better, I started going to the gym every day and making a conscious effort to get better. And by george its worked. I feel better than I have in the longest time. And come August I'm going to be ready to go back and get into the swing of things! :D
Not to mention there are a lot of things I have to be happy about right now in my life. I'm just so glad that things are starting to turn themselves right.
"After all these things I've learned
bad things I do and don't deserve
can easily just shape my life
or shape the way I start to die.
No, cause it's up to me
if I dwell much longer than I should
and I'll hold my tears for years thinkin' it's doing me good
so just start right now, just make a vow, you'll let your heart just sing it out, sing it out.
And show me everything you've gotI know you're scared
But let your walls just drop
You gotta take that step, and your heart, just let it pour out."
-The Rocket Summer
But anyway, on Tuesday i went to eat n park with Lauren and then we came back to my house and watched the movie Dan in Real Life. It didn't exactly have the kind of humor I thought it would, but it was good nonetheless. Every time Lauren and I hang out it seems like we have so much talking to do because we have to catch up on all those months during school where we didn't see eachother. When I'm home, she's basically the only close friend I have, which is kind of sad. I just didn't get close to many people in high school. I kind of switched around my friends a lot, I had trouble finding a place I belonged really. I kind of just hung out with and talked to a lot of random people. I didn't find anyone I really clicked with until i went to college.
So next week at work I only got scheduled 12-14 hours. Can someone please tell me how that happens? How do you go from 28 hours one week to 12 the next. That place will never make sense to me.
I've been thinking about getting a second job, but my goal of this summer was recovery, because the spring semester was just so awful, honestly some of the worst months I've ever had. I've never been so stressed, depressed and tired in all my life.
HOWEVER, despite how bad the semester was, ever since I've been home things have been so much better. Things actually started to get better near the end of April. I decided that I can't let the bad things that happen to me in my life get the best of me. I started eating better, I started going to the gym every day and making a conscious effort to get better. And by george its worked. I feel better than I have in the longest time. And come August I'm going to be ready to go back and get into the swing of things! :D
Not to mention there are a lot of things I have to be happy about right now in my life. I'm just so glad that things are starting to turn themselves right.
"After all these things I've learned
bad things I do and don't deserve
can easily just shape my life
or shape the way I start to die.
No, cause it's up to me
if I dwell much longer than I should
and I'll hold my tears for years thinkin' it's doing me good
so just start right now, just make a vow, you'll let your heart just sing it out, sing it out.
And show me everything you've gotI know you're scared
But let your walls just drop
You gotta take that step, and your heart, just let it pour out."
-The Rocket Summer
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